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annieinmaine
10-27-2003, 08:14 AM
Hello Dr. Bradley-

I am a divorced mom of a 16-year-old boy, my only child. His father died 3 years after the divorce, when my son was 10. All things considered, I felt my son was doing remarkably well...until now. He has always been a good boy - good student, considerate, funny, happy and just plain nice. A couple of weekends ago he came home with liquor on his breath. I kept my calm (and this was BEFORE I read your book!). He denied he was drinking, but after informing him that he smelled quite stongly of alcohol, he did admit it. We talked briefly, and continued the conversation the next day. He would not tell me how he got it or who was involved. He told me he liked the way it felt and would do it again. I grounded him for 2 weeks trying to emphasize that what he did was illeagal and that by lying and covering up the whole thing was wrong. He was very upset, telling me that he'd do it again just to p*** me off. That's when I got your book.

My son has been caught several times lying to me. Each time I punished him, each time it did not work because he would lie again. I took a different tact (that damned "dispassionate" stuff!) after reading your book and at the end of this current incident with the drinking we had a talk. He still says he liked the way he felt when he drank. This absolutely horrifies me. His father died from alcoholism. My son knows the statistics, knows the risks, knows the effects. My son says if there ever is an opportunity that he knows I will not catch him, he'd do it again. I asked him about the legal ramifications - what if he gets caught by the police? He said that would never happend and even if it did, what would they do to him, he's only 16.

Regardig the lying, I asked him if he was aware how much it hurts a person to be lied to. He said he didn't care as long as he gets what he wants. He says he cares about me, however. I am at a loss with this boy. I asked if he was angry about anything. He says no. I asked him if he was angry at his father. He filled up with tears, but said no - Clue #1, I believe.

This is not my son. I feel like I am losing him big time. After a few phone calls the whole story came out from his friends as to what happened the day of the drinking. I talked to his closest friend's mom who was not phased by this. Her son told her everybody does it and it's not big deal. She accepts that, there were no consequences for her son's actions. and my son thinks she and husband are now God.

I am a wreck over this (not in front of him, though). My stomach's in knots, I cry a lot, and I want to hit my head against the wall as I try to figure out what on Earth have I done to have this drastic change take place in my child. My son is an A/B student and involved in sports after school. On the outside, he's the model kid. At home, he's moody, angry, and just not pleasant to be around...and neither am I. Any advice you or any others can offer would be greatfully appreciated.

MLL
11-18-2003, 01:03 PM
When you wrote "I asked him if he was angry at his father. He filled up with tears, but said no - Clue #1, I believe. "

Boy did that get me. My 14 yr old, tall, smart, looks much older than he is, but I know just what you mean, that little kid almost creeping out needing a hug, but then gone again without a trace. I try and remind myself, if I just caught a flash of the kid I knew, that means he's still in there. Just gone undercover for awhile. That of course helps on the good days. I know there are days when not much seems to help.

Sounds like he's got a great mom. This place has really helped me frame all this stuff, there seem to be a number of us :)

Mike Bradley
11-20-2003, 11:02 AM
Dear Annie,
I'm so sorry I did not respond earlier. I somehow missed seeing your letter. Here are a few thoughts for you.
First, if your son was that great all those years following the divorce and death of his dad, then I'd say he was "due" for a little breakout and rebellion. The hits he took must have left some deep scars.
Second, if this is a rebellion phase, try and not attach too much importance to what he says. Kids get extreme in these outbursts (it's that brain stuff) and usually only mean a small percentage of what they say.
Third, you are correct. He is playing with dynamite when he drinks, given his dad's genetic "gift" to him.
Therefore I'd try the following:
-Bribe him into seeing a counselor with you to discuss the conflict. If you can, get the counselor to work individually with your son on the drinking issue so that an objective person is in the picture to give him data on the risks of booze, particularly on the genetic aspects. The counselor also needs to check out those "scars" from the pain around his father.
-Stop "punishments"; start "consequences". Punishments only get him angry and more inclined to drink. Try a consequence like, "Son, I love you too much to stand by and watch you lose your life as your dad did. So if you want to see (the drinking buddy with the laid back parents) you guys are welcome here for sleepovers, and I'll buy the pizza and movies. But I can't risk you being over at their house. If they haven't seen alcoholism up close as I have, they just don't know how it kills. Sorry, I know that might be horribly unfair to you, but I'm kinda' crazy that way. I just can't let you play Russian Roulette with a bottle. The odds are too high that for you, that round might go off, and you'll end up addicted."
Beyond all else, stay dispassionate yet loving and firm. The odds are that you guys will be fine since you did such a good job of parenting him. You're probably in a small storm now that will pass if you keep your cool.
Good luck and keep us posted.
Mike Bradley