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TornMom
05-11-2007, 10:37 PM
Dr. Bradley, I posted under "Miscellaneous" about "Daddy's girl" and now I'm very concerned for my 15-year old daughter for another reason.

My daughter refused to attend a scheduled family therapy appointment with me this week. Last week, she also missed it, although it was because her father took her out of town and claimed to have had car trouble, so couldn't make the appointment. This time, though, my daughter adamantly refused to go but wouldn't give a reason. She even slammed her hand onto the table in front of me and accused me of "manipulating" her for insisting we couldn't cancel an appointment the same day. I don't understand this because just days before, she called me in tears, saying she really needed to talk to a counsellor or somebody and she couldn't talk to me but I was all she had. I promised her we would talk on the weekend or I would find out if her counsellor was available. (We never did talk.) I know this counsellor was now adding couples to her normal roster as a teen-parent guidance counsellor.

I had to call the family therapist and tell her I couldn't persuade my daughter to go. The psychologist then suggested she would make an appointment for me and my estranged husband to meet instead, next time. He agreed to go.

Today I learned why my daughter refused to attend. My daughter is a member of one of those online social utilities, so I joined. I stumbled on a message my daughter received on a public bulletin board. It was from the daughter of the "other woman." It appears she missed her appointment two weeks ago because her father's "girlfriend" came to town. He took the other woman, one of her kids and my daughter out of town to a resort.

When I saw my daughter the following weekend, she told me she had something to tell me about her dad and the other woman, but she didn't want to hurt me. So, as advised by my counsellor, I told her she didn't need to tell me anything that made her feel uncomfortable. She kept silent and never raised the subject all weekend. However, she did start to get sick with bronchitis or some respiratory infection.

She missed school all this week. A couple of times this week, she called me from her sick bed. During one call she asked me to come over to see her at the house because she was bored. She also told me she was angry at her dad after just having a fight, but she didn't say why. He apparently took away the laptop computer, saying she was on it too much. She does spend too much time on it, I know. However, he frequently takes the computer or her MP3 player away as punishment when she doesn't do what he orders her to do. Same thing he has done since she was 10.

One thing she says is her "music" (screamo bands!) distractd her from her family situation. She told me that without the music she has more time to consider her family situation and doesn't want to think about her dad being "in love with another woman" and breaking up her family. (She was told by him about the affair at the end of the school year, last June and has since been confiding "too much information" to her.) She has also raged that her dad doesn't know it, but without her distraction -- it's a bad thing for him!

Frequently, she says she could really make him suffer. (She plans to pierce her lip to really get him mad!) She has still not told him of her anger at what he is doing. Now she is sick again. In fact, she has had a constant respiratory illness since February and it seems to get worse every time he does something with the other woman, who is still living on the opposite coast.

I'm so concerned that she is missing school in these crucial last few weeks. In this province in Canada, it's her second last year of high school -- critical because the marks are permanently recorded for determining post-secondary admission. I'm also concerned that she continues to be sick, even after two courses of antibiotics. In fact, she tells me the doctors can't do anything because it's "psychological."

Can you suggest anything I can say to help her express her true feelings better? What can I say to her that would encourage her to release her emotions where it will make a difference to her well-being? She tells me she doesn't want people to think badly of her or judge what she is saying... typical teen!

Thank you again!

Mike Bradley
05-16-2007, 03:21 PM
Dear Mom,
The key is counseling for your daughter. Beg, borrow or bribe her into going. She is caught in a terrible position where she sees no way out. You simply MUST get her to talk to an uninvolved party.
In the interim, show her that you are "above" reacting to anything that she might tell you about her father. If she can truly believe that you can shrug off his behaviors (as they apply to your feelings) then she might consider telling you about her own. But if she sees you as vulnerable, she will try to protect you by stuffing things that she worries might hurt you. Tell her that you understand that she loves both parents (even the one she presently hates) and that you will only listen to what she wants to share without commenting.
Good luck.

TornMom
05-17-2007, 05:52 PM
Dr. Bradley,
I've tried everything I could to put her in touch with a counsellor, including asking her individual (psychoeducator) counsellor about her availability. The family therapist met with her father and me this week to discuss our daughter's reluctance to attend counselling. She told us she noted some progress with our daughter and it would be a shame to stop counselling now. The theraputic process was also described more fully because her dad was adamant that therapy wasn't working. He said it just made our daughter more upset, angry and that therapy was needed to fix "the mother's relationship with the daughter." His was just fine.

In the end, the therapist told us we'd have to let her know whether we could persuade our daughter to continue. The psychologist will not be able to continue with our family though. She's a PhD student finishing her practicum, but we may continue with her supervisor who is aprised of everything through watching the videotaped sessions.

My husband promised he'd try to persuade our daughter to attend more counselling. I also spoke to our girl and discovered, she missed more school this week because she had "labrythitis" and told me she would still not go back to counselling - no reason given. She told me to refer to her dad. I protested her dad has nothing to do with the next counselling session which is just for Us to improve our relationship. She was hostile, irritable and stonewalling me. Usually it means - she knows something and is keeping it hidden, fearing the consequences of "her secret." She then claimed she had a headache and hung up.

I also learned that she would not see me this long weekend because her father had made plans and she wouldn't be able to stay with me as promised just two days ago. (Likely the other woman is coming back again for the long weekend.) At the time, she said she missed me and really wanted to come live with me for the next two weeks.

During the parents' meeting, the therapist outlined again the rules for separating and divorced parenting - ie. not to speak badly of the other parent; don't ask the child what they're doing with the other parent and keep adult issues, like divorce proceedings, between the adults. The other hope is that I emailed seminar info about a parenting teens course to my husband. I offered similar information about workshops based on your book last fall, but he didn't go. This time, he said he would definitely attend. At least he is recognizing some problems that he can't solve on his own, despite the fact he romanticizes himself online as the "single dad" whose wife abandoned him.

I will try to speak with my daughter to tell her that I know about those "secrets." I think I am ready to hear what she has to tell me without getting too upset. I'm beginning to become detatched enough from his behaviour to view it as if I'm watching TV.

What is most disturbing, I just found out that her dad intends to ship her off in September to a school on the other coast where the Other woman's kids go. He is not planning to move there until the end of the year at the latest after our house sells! He says our daughter is going to live at his brother's. This is the dysfunctional family who told our daughter that her father was sleeping with the friend of her aunt!! This is also the same aunt who asked our daughter if she wanted to see a picture of the other woman. All this happened last summer, just after our daughter found out from her dad about his "true love."

I've not spoken to our daughter about this. She has been placidly accepting everything her dad tells her without question. I don't understand why she isn't protesting more. Isn't that what teenagers do?? Why is she still living with the parent who's victimizing the other? Why does she keep breaking her promises to me to spend time together? I realise that she knows I don't currently have a job and can't support her right now, but I expect that will change.

I will not let this pass legally, but I don't know that I can do anything if she refuses to discuss it with me or a counsellor. Does this mean I have to let her have a breakdown again??

I think I've got a double whammy... an angsty teenager and a husband in a deep midlife crisis! Your thoughts and suggestions are sooo welcomed, Dr. Bradley! I'm feeling so powerless to help my girl.