That is how I feel. Living with my heart in my throat every time my daughter "hangs out" with the friends that I know she has done drugs with.
So much that as parents, we cannot control. My daughter has struggled through high school and ironically she started using drugs a few months ago, and she seems to be a little more eager to graduate from high school and go to the community college. So weird.
She's always been unmotivated, passive and just withdrawned. Now, she's a little more social, not getting into "rages" and doing a little better at school. I don't understand and I hate it.

I know she's still using and it just kills me. This is so hard for somebody like me who has never done drugs and has always felt very strongly against them.
I live in agony : (